Wednesday, March 29, 2006
i had an eventful afternoon.
a special afternoon shared with the vballers. in the imagineering room.
together with mr chew. the greatest mentor i haf ever had.
i shant share wad exactly happened in that room.
but we did an activity. and i think i will nvr ever forget it for the rest of my life.
it was a challenging time. many of us were emotionally involved.
sad to say. i teared a few times.
the decisions were so hard to make.
i wudnt say i had regretted my decisions.
i will still stick with it if another chance was given to me.
but most of the time, second chances defeats the meaning and the purpose.
many times, its the first experience that make the most impact on u.
u decide. and u live with it.
sometimes for a period of time.
sometimes for the rest of your life.
at least jellybeans mean more to me now.
i wud sae im rather touched by wad xiying said.
yes.
i was uncertained of my capabilities. and now that i see they trust me. they believe in me.
i shud stop doubting myself. and do wadever i can.
im gonna make it happen.
im not gonna give it up.
we trained so hard. not for nothing.
for number one.


if i cud, i wud haf given you all my jellybeans instead of none.
sorry, love.


shedded at 6:46 AM

MYSELF!
Felicia
Victoria-JC
Seventeen-Plus
Eighteen-October
Feli_cia36@hotmail.com
LOVES!
Volleyball
Fei Fei
Family
Xiao Ming
Years in Cedar
Mahjong Gang
Being Loved
WINNING(money and competitions)
EAT!

HATES!
Liars
Being Unwanted
To Lose
Having Regrets
Nightmares
all the IF ONLYs